ThE LaTe NiGhT sLeePeR

Tiring WorK

2007-11-12T22:51:00.000+08:00

Started work for abt 2 weeks already... n slowly picking up things n getting my work done. But i am still a bit slow in doing processing work cos afraid of mistakes n so i slowly check... but i was told i am too slow... oh no...

this week gg to train on my speed liao! when u see how my colleague do their, its really amazingly fast woah... i never know can b tt fast wah. i wonder i long i will take to master tt man... although this job is a bit dry, but i felt its ok for me. everyday just do n do, no need think too much n b4 u know it, i work OT already... eerrmmmm...

whether i go home early or not have to depend on the work day on a daily basis...

the sad thing is i got no Christmas coming up... i still got to work cos i am working Taiwan time... dun the ppl in taiwan celebrate christmas? dun they have carols at all??

i miss choir, i miss all the carols we all sang... "Ding Dong merrily on high, the christmas bells r ringing".. .hahahah!!!

alright... now looking forward to my first pay!! N its coming soon!! n i will not tell u all when..

Working time

2007-10-28T11:50:00.000+08:00

haha!!

Finally i got job liao!!! i was inform on Fri noon that i was offered a job with citibank in Operation doing fund transfer processing!!

Woah!! i was so happy then that i din take note of the salary they r offering me n i also forget to ask when i will b starting work... haha!! Funny hor!! But mon i will b gg down to sign the papers already...

HAHA!!! so excited... but i know its gg to b hard work cos i was stressed by my direct boss n hr who interviewed me for the job... its gg to b a boring job after some time n its long hours... but i dun mind working hard for it... i have always wanted to get into a bank working in the banking industry... i could see the future there!!

oh... i will be working at Tampines Junction from then on!

cant wait for mon to come...

sad sad

2007-10-04T13:15:00.000+08:00

Sad......... sad..............

application unsuccessful...... dun ask liao....

sad........ sad........

the wait is killing me softly with its unknown

2007-10-03T18:16:00.000+08:00

oh man... this week i will be able to know abt the interview result with Merrill lynch liao... but i'm like waiting indefinitely for an answer... ML call is till not here yet... i wonder if i could get this job...

i hope it will come this week thurs or fri ... i'm dying of waiting n waiting... hoping n hoping...

Excited abt interview at Merrrill Lynch

2007-09-19T10:43:00.000+08:00

last fri i was damn god happy!!!

I received a call from Merrill Lynch asking me to go interview on 18th sept tue for the position as a futures Operation!! I was then stressfully preparing for my interview starting sat, sun n mon!! it was the first time i did such detailed preparation n i practised n practised!!!

Read a lot on Futures stuffs n on the company n i was like missing out on my sleep just to prepare for it. i remembered myself jumping out from my bed in the middle of my sleep on mon morning at 9am n i get up to prepare again leh... woah!!! stress stress time for me...

I was super determined to get into ML!!!

Finally came tue n i went to harbourfront for the interview. reached there at 1045am n i was too early n got to wait there near the receptionist. the receptionist was quite pretty as jaron has told me... heehee!! but i was not really taking much notice of her as i was still super stress over this interview... but i was like quite "disturbed" by her 'dia' voice as i sat there waiting for my interview. Woah!! cannot take it... mayb tt y she is the receptionist. oh her name was merlinda as i overheard it... hahah!! wat was i doing n thinking then man... hahah!!

so my interview started with the hr from ML... but i dun like the lady cos she was very sarcastic with her words saying something like "this is just a contract job n if u had any offer then u no need to wait for our reply. u could just take up the job n get on with ur life" something like tt...

wow cow! makes me feel like leaving the interview lor!!

then i had my 2nd interview with my direct boss-to-be after which. he is an indian n i felt he is really a nice guy!! but u cannot be sure when u start working together... this interview was much better n i felt welcomed!! n b4 we ended the interview... my boss also asked me, "so when r u able to start work?" woah!!!!!!!!!!! i was thinking to myself like, "does it means i got a chance to work here already???" i replied tt i could start anytime n he only asked me to wait for the reply from the hr

On the whole its a very gd interview with my BOSS! lets pray tt i get in to ML!!!! its a great company to start with!!

The Flying Dutchman

2007-08-27T23:41:00.000+08:00

hahah!! u all know something?? i quit my job in 3 days time!!! fast n clean cut hor?? dun say tt u all r shock, i'm shock as well... but its my decision to quit.

i start my work on wed 22/8 morning at 10am. i was asked to read up company profile n watch some of their events video which they had done n at 7pm, i followed a colleague to a presentation to client at marriot hotel. tt day itself, i was already feeling odd n weird in the company already cos all my colleagues r females who r married n getting ready to give birth!! i only have a male boss n tts all.... somemore, its a very 'Ang mo' environment which they all really speak very gd english n i dun feel comfortable. i'm a chinese speaker leh... i felt out of place...

the 2nd day morning, i was already like dragging my body to work... its a free day for me cos boss not free n i was only watching videos the whole day till 6pm... as i watched the videos, i recalled doing all the small irritating minor thingy which had to b done for events such as calling ppl up for the events asking whether they r coming, printing all the tickets posters plus the design which needs to b done n etc... back then in hall, i hate to do all these!! i like the planning n providing unique ideas part only!! but in this small company which consists of only abt 7 perm staffs, i had to do everything from A to Z... i start to regret joining the company... tt day, i really started to think of whether i should take up the job already... at night, i called up my boss telling him tt i wish to quit already cos i find tt the environment was not for me. he tried to persuade me to try out at least 3 weeks first but i was not really willing to even try cos I, having been through many events which i had planned in hall, I know my passion is actually dying off liao. nothing was concluded tt nite n we leave it to fri to discuss

in the fri morning, i went with my colleague to meet up a client in kallang b4 gg back office. I met Mark, Flying Dutchman, with my colleagues for lunch b4 gg out to another meeting with my boss at hougang mall. I slowly began to understand the kind of work which they r doing n its really quite similar to hall events n then, i was quite sure tt i would not wan to handle all those irritating stuffs... after which i followed my boss to tao payoh CC to meet a vendor. after which, me n my boss sat down to discuss. he was trying to convince me to try out but some how, i gave some excuses n confirm my stand tt i would not wan this job.

i am really quite sorry tt i suddenly wan to quit when i just started like only 3 days... but since i know i will not like the job n environment which i will b in, y should i stay any longer? mayb some frens tell me to try out at least 1 week on the job since my job scope had not started at all... but i'm really sure tt i really would not like it liao n therefore, i felt tt there is no need to try out at all. doing events outside is also different from hall, its the money value tt counts n u will b kanna squeeze badly even b4 the events start during ur presentation to client. In hall, i still have a group of close frens working on an event n we had alot of fun as well... although some work r quite shitty, but we got through it together!!! its very enjoyable!! n i miss all my hall frens n buddies n sisters as we enjoy our life in hall!!

the final thing which i was really turn off was the pay... i was paid 800 per month for first 3 months probation only... tt time when i agree to work, its cos i still held on some passion abt event management, but now tt the passion is gone, the pay is really something which is not acceptable for me liao. i rather go n find engineer jobs to do then... bored, yes i mayb. but at least i will have money to spend...

after having quit the job on fri... i felt tt i did the right thing. i hate the kind of feeling to b doing something which i feel reluntant to do or to go to. N i finally understood something, passion for something need not turn it into something which u will try to achieve or obtain. one has to get realistic with life...

i like it slack at the moment... N i hate social perspective... so wat if i'm the only person left without a job...

work soon

2007-08-15T17:46:00.000+08:00

woah!!

i watched a very fantastic movie woah!! "不能说的秘密" its a great movie with fantastic storyline n its directed by Jay!! but i can tell u his directing is not very gd from wat i feel... seemed to lack something which i would say its a well directed movie... but i really love the movie!! great piano pieces as well!!

i found job liao... got into an event management company, "The Flying Dutchman". Yup!! it belong to the 95FM DJ... he founded the company. i gg to start work on the 22 Aug next week n i'm taking this week to slack as much as possible... heehee... but i can tell u the pay is really low n i really got to work hard to earn the commission. i really took quite some time to measure the worth to get into this job n the pay...

at the start, pay is really low n cannot b compared to wat the engineers r getting around $2.8k... but i'm looking at the things which i will learn, ppl i will meet, management skills i will pick up in time to come... i'm gg to give myself 1-2 yrs to try out this job n gained the exp. If i'm not able to advance further then wat i'm getting now, then i will probably moved on to another job with the wide-spread of exp n contacts I will have. its really very great exposure!! really hope i can make it big from here n get to meet really fantastic ppl to work with!!!

thus for this week, whoever is free, lets go out for movie!! cinema is my fav place to b in!!

graduated last FOC

2007-08-10T22:48:00.000+08:00

i went back for my last FOC in hall!! N on first nite, rr n joann came back as well!! they all miss hall a lot especially this rr!!

this is probably my last pic with my T-group ppl!! heehee... haha... this is my fav pretty!! i know she is gg to complain to me for putting up such a big face pic of her!! hahha... its u who wanted me to blog n so u got to endure all pics i gonna put up!! heehe.. LOL!!anyone can believe?? ah pok is back in foc!!! my old old senior... back in foc as freshies... really siao on man... these 3 gals in white r the Z-OG 151 group!! y... cos the 3 of them, average height is 151cm only... cute hor?? so short.... the short one is 147cm only leh... find them so cute... my pet weiling!! she is now the bag carrier... all bags on her!! Gambling time is here!! Guess whose behind her leh??

rr was caught in a gambling den!!

the FOC itself is quite alright... i guess the freshies had fun. but i felt its a bit relaxed... lots of fun games we used to have were gone n i feel probably next time those games would have been forgotten...

overall for me, its an ok experience lah... cos i din join in the OG as much as last time. Like xiao meimei, we felt tt its gd enough to just look at the seniors n freshies having fun... makes me recall all the fun time i had with all my kakis who were gone n graduated... Miss u guys n gals!! N i miss hall XI too!! a place where my life started off with...

Convo pics!!

2007-08-10T21:32:00.000+08:00

hahaha... i graduated liao... its an unbelievable thingy!!! although i long to end sch... but when it comes, its just unbelievable... gg to miss all my frens in hall, n my beloved block 54 level 4 room!!! its the most cooling single room in 54!!!

on the day of my convo, my mum n grandma were so happy n my grandma woke up so early to prepare, wash up, make up... haha!! well this is the only pic i had my convo hat on... i hate it... it looks dumb... at least on me... LOL!!!

on the 29/7 sunday, we went back to hall to take grad pics!! woah...

old blk 56 level 1 extension... fun place with all our noise n no one care!! we even party n bbq outside here sitting on the sofa we shifted from the tv lounge!!

have last look at the hall logo!! Phoenix!!

whose statue is this?? forgetten... n i dun care... it in the chinese heritage centre!! the first time i went in is the day i graduated!! dun believe it man....

after which, we went all the way to esplanade!! there were 5 cars driving all the way there leh... then on the way, dennis lost track of us... then we the other 4 cars ( me, william prez, shilun, longteng driving weihong rented car) had a race on the expressways all the way there!! we were driving at a speed of 110km/hr although some of them say its actually 130km/hr... n the conclusion is, we r really driving very fast!! haha!! F1 preview race!! hahha.... FUN!!

xiao meimei, subin, eeling also joined us there as well!! if u look carefully, all our 4 convo growns r different in colour!! just chio!! hahha

this is my fav xiao meimei!!

there, this is khai chian's bro n sister-in-law n babies!! we met them on our trip to khai chian's home in penang. they r very friendly! this is the pic i like best!!! he is longteng's fren woah!! very tall hor... 2.03m leh!!! the new version... 'snow white n the graduated dwarfs'
these 2 r my most fav freshies then!!! on the left, weiling is my pet rabbit!! N on the right, veena is like a loud hailer... but she is ok wah when she talks to me. if not i guess i would have been deaf by now...

if u look carefully, weiling is wearing a camera-man's coat!! she says wants to help us take pics n so wear it to put lots of cameras!! LOL... tts the cute thing abt this pet of mine!! hahha!!

nite time, we also join in the pre-camp meet up for FOC at marina sq as well!!

Marriages???

2007-07-13T16:40:00.000+08:00

woah!! ppl around me r all getting ready for marriages woah... there goes the first one in my group and some r planning already.. Oh, my sister is getting marry next yr end too!!

does it not disturb u at all with all these?? last time we were all discussing abt relationships n now we had moved into another stage of talking abt wifes n husbands. my frens were all planning to find 'THE ONE' n settle down... then there were some who had thought of by wat age they would wan to get marry even when they r still single now...

well, frankly speaking, it does disturb me sometimes cos i'm single n not planning on marriage as yet... but the truth is, i do still hold hope of a romance... YUP!!! i still do!!! i hate the pressure to get marry cos everyone around me is getting married... I still would like to meet tt "ONE"!! the "ONE" who will create a romance together with me... we would not work in the direction towards marriage but towards understanding each other better

its not tt i do not want to develop a romance towards marriage... but i hope that the romance which we had would move towards a marriage n not work towards a marriage...

幸福是不可以勉强的，勉强是没有幸福的!!

dun i just seem so educated?? hahha!!! idealistic, yes i am.... dreaming, no i am not...

at the moment, i'm not in a hurry to get a gf lah... finding a job n working on my career is more impt!! no money how to go out with gf, no income how to support wife, no stable life how to support a family??

but if there r anyone who wanna sponsor for my life, i dun mind lah!! heehee!!!

Latest update

2007-06-29T10:29:00.000+08:00

Hanna has been urging me to update n so here i am... heheee... last week fri 22/6, was my fren's wedding nite n we were at Novetel hotel where she held her wedding dinner. something to add on, actually she was my first love... (keep this quiet k, hanna... heehee) but nvm, tts not the point but anyway, here is the pics we took with her n her hubby...

at the same time, i also took some exotic pics with my best fren, huisi woah!!

its one crazy photo taking nite... i was like a mad guy gg around keep asking my frens to take pics!! hahha.... then after the dinner, we went to look at my fren's wedding room in the hotel. its not bad and the nite view is very good there!! mayb cos its the clarke quay area tt y.... except tt there is a block of building under construction which really spolit everything on a romantic nite view of a wedding nite... hahha!!

Later on, i felt the craved to get tipsy and with the rest of my frens, we went to the nearby Brewerkz!!! Guess wat!! we met LT, des, tingyan and even my fav xiao meimei Hanna was there too!!!

This is my fav xiaomeimei woah!! look at her... she is red!! must have really drink some exotic stuffs b4 meeting me!! hahha.... N this is the best pic we took so far woah!! i like it!!

tts really 1 nite of fun with frens around but coming back to reality, i need a job!! yesterday 28/6 thurs, i got an interview with National Oilwell Varco which is a company which design n manufacture the parts for drilling in oil n gas industry as a management trainee. Unfortunately i din get in.... if not i would have flown to US Houston next sat liao... i was really upset abt it cos its really the kind of job which i look forward to, more on the management stuffs n less of the technical stuffs.

now life starts all over again... look for jobs!!!

N i miss u Hanna, i miss rongrong, i miss everyone who misses me, sp..... life not in hall is really not tt fun anymore

bored

2007-03-09T11:07:00.000+08:00

hah... 3 more days n i had to hand up the fyp report draft liao. but till now, i only had 8 pages.. Woah!! dying man! gg to start writing after this

well, at least there is something which i will b looking forward too. 17th march sat, we r gg to have a big gathering at marina south for steamboat. will gather all our batch ppl!! jk is coming... so long din see that funny guy liao!! hahahha!! But rr not gg... she gg bintan with 55 ppl... (rr if u r reading this, u owe me a dinner for not gg to marina south steamboat!!!)

oh man... nowadays feel so sian... no sense of accomplishment... like nothing to do except fyp only. din really touch on study n i din study much for quiz as well.. but heng only 1 quiz n tts all! i need a new start for my life, its so boring now... prob the next step will b to crave out a career for myself, but wat would it b? i have no idea wat i will like to do. mayb event management?? quite interested to join this field but i'm not sure if the prospect will b gd. think i will try to apply to one n see how after exam n fyp presentation.

Tata for now...

2 weeks to handing in FYP report

2007-02-28T11:49:00.000+08:00

yelo all

really long long din blog liao... not much time to do it also... i got to hand in FYP report in 2 weeks time n i have not even start writing leh... OMG!!! i'm such a lazy person... 1 thing to b happy abt... i finally got the FYP results i wanted for my proj!! now i only need to go n analysis it n get it done!! after a nearly 3months effort, finally got it working... it seemed to b a easy thing to do but i really dunno how to use the program. glad its done now when the dateline is near...

so how have my friends who read my blog is doing now?? have not been hearing from all of u ahh... in hall, i have only manage to see hanna here n there, n we also went to ktv too!! haha... so proud of us the final yrs to b so happening as well!! find a day after fyp report, then we have all the closed final yr buddies to get together n have a steamboat together?? b4 the exams!

my exams is from 17th April to 3rd May!! but i only have 4 modules... frens, pls pray tt i pass all!!

beloved
sp

falling stars

2007-01-11T18:46:00.000+08:00

Hey

tt nite as i was shopping with my mum at AMK, i saw a falling star across the dark sky!! Woah!! the star was glowing in bright green light and it left trails of light as it flew past the dark black sky!! its really a spectacular view!!! really amazing!! Mayb i should make a wish or some sort... but i had no wish in mind...

therefore, i keep the image of the falling green star in my mind n then make a wish later when i had one!! hehehe.... in ur lifetime, how many times could u see a falling star?? its really a wonderful nite...

I Wish....

sp

wedding

2006-12-21T02:42:00.000+08:00

its been a long time since i blog...

its just last week tt i just got to know that my fren ROM on this coming sat!!! wow... isn't it fast??? we r only 25yrs old leh... but she is a she mah... so still not too bad

hmm.... for me its all so sudden n a bit lost for words... cos she is actually the first one i like in my life... but its many years back liao n she still have not really change much as yet. but i had already... Well, wish her Happiness 4ever!!!

life is getting dull nowadays... no sense of achievement.... everyday dazed, read book, play game, play mahjong.... any meaningful stuffs for me?? pls dun ask me to do volunteering work... i hate it.... i'm not the kind into this sort of stuffs but pls believe me, i've got a very caring heart though..... hahaha......

Love
sp

Blog re-design

2006-12-03T20:54:00.000+08:00

Hi to all my bloggers!!

I have re-design my blog already!! Woah!! spent the whole sunday to do this up!! heheheh... nice rite?? do give me ur moments k??? ahhaha

actually i wanna snow in my blog as well... but no matter hope i try also cannot get the script to work leh... hai... got time can ask my computer eng frens!!

After exam is really shag actually... from thurs to fri, have been playing over nite mahjong!! siong!! hahah... but i very gian leh!!

N i went for army fitness test on sat... N i fail... cannot run lah... run 4 rounds n i fall out liao!!! really weak liao....

I'm gg Penang on thurs lor... gg there with kaijian n 54 buddies!!! A get away from fyp trip... hai...

2 more days to freedom

2006-11-28T10:44:00.000+08:00

yesterday after my 4th paper, its really a damn bored n sian day cos i know i got to start revising on the 5th paper... woah! sianness at the top of my head!!

therefore after i back from paper, play game with william longteng hk they all... then at nite went out to LOT1 n eat n slack till at nite... n play game at nite again... its really shiok!!

but when i'm back to reality, its always the most hurtful... i have not studied at all for the whole day!!!!!!!!!!

Pls... let me pass all my modules this sem.... i promise to study hard next sem... hahahah... does this sound farmiliar to anyone of u?? hahha... tt wat we always say during exams. but when its over, we just forget abt wat we promise... hahahha!! hope i dun bao this sem... final yr cannot bao!!!

In the mid of Exams

2006-11-25T21:03:00.000+08:00

Yo yo... i have not been using much of this cos sometime there is nothing to write abt during this period cos i only study... Or do anyone wanna know how i study?? hahaha....

Morn try to wake up at 930am, have a bath n then go over to NIE canteen n have breakfast, 2 eggs, 2 breads n a coffee. then go up to find a place in NIE lib n study. Usually there will b place to study cos all NIE students no more lessons liao. Then i sit down comfortably at the NIE lib seat with a Big Big table, abt 3x our room table, n put all my notes n waterbottle n "Take over" the whole table! heehehehe... then take out my fav mechanical pencil n start to dream.......wat to do. i dun like ppl to share table with me n disturb my sleep.. hahaha!!

Wat an exciting routine everyday in n out!! I know hanna out there has finished exam liao n gone home huh!! but anyone out there keen to join me in my routine to study next sem?? its my final sem u know?? hahah... Oh i study with longteng william n weiling too lah!!

i still have 3 more papers to go on, Mon Wed Thurs... thurs somemore 5pm paper.... 5 more days to endure to end of studying misery!!

oh ya... i should thanx ppl who kept me entertained here like rr, amanda n hanna who kept asking me to update blog n destress abit... heheehee...

after exam i will deco my blog then!! i like hanna's n amanda's blog for changing blogskin constantly! its nice!! rr mayb u should change urs too!! hehhee...

I was thinking of having a big gathering!! anyone onz?? we gather ppl whom we know best n can get together!! INTERESTING??? should we start to come out with the list of who we will ask along?? we can... bbq, go for movie, etc... whatever we can come out with!! can ask graduated along too ahh!! Onz bo??? hehehe...

Excited
SP

Exams period??

2006-11-11T10:33:00.000+08:00

Woah!!

Its exams next fri, first paper... its the damn HRM! so much to read n i have not so much time to really sit n read... rushing through my core modules r bad enough liao!!

but this yr exam period seemed a bit slack lah... dun have the kind of exam stress as previous yrs had... i bo chap liao or is it the immune feelings already?

now still got to go to NIE library to study liao lor... On a sat morning!

i miss home liao... so nice n slacking at home. i miss mahjong... i miss DOTA... i miss rr, jk too... i miss all my sec sch frens too...

sp am missing a lot of stuffs during this damn irritating n frustrating period... everyone, pls give me knowledge n luck so that i can clear all modules this sem

MISSING
sp

Sian period

2006-10-29T20:54:00.000+08:00

Hahahha...
Finally finished all tt i wan to watch like Lost 1, Lost 2, Lost 3, Prison Break 1, Prison Break 2, etc... ALOT RITE!! i cannot believe it too... its like tt when my exam periods came!! like a show marathon b4 exam marathon!! ahahha...

nowadays my tolerance level is getting lower n lower.... just now went out to eat at the coffeeshop outside City Harvest Church n then went to the supermarket to buy stuffs with frens. then inside got lots of "Blackies"!!! then i cannot tolerate their smell!!!!!!!! n i got out!!!!!!!! Me racist?? Nope... just hate the smell.... hehehhehheeee

have been playing lots of mahjong leh!! N some titles i got are "Da Si Xi" "Xiao San Yuan"!! ahhahahaaa......

My life now only focus on 3 things n just these 3.... My family, my studies and my buddies!!! ops... prob got the 4th... Mahjong!! hahhahaaaaa

Resolution...

2006-10-15T01:57:00.000+08:00

today watch death note with yy rr n LT. its a nice show for guys but... for yy n rr they say its stupid!!! alamak!! wat to do??? we can watch death note part2 again together!! hahhahahhahaaaaaaaaaaa..... long time din gather liao. rr has been so white n i call her "Xiao Bai"... yy become so thin n i call her "Bamboo"... heehee...

working so stress ahh?? i think it is... but studying also no fun except more freedom n no income... i'm left with half a yr more so... enjoy while i can!!!

its time for the big time... exam period declaration. even if i start now, probably there is not enough time. so... start now!! hehhe...

i just finish watching a series show call "覆雨翻云"... its a super nice series n its the best show i ever seen so far.... not all on martial arts n love thingy... its very enriching to watch it. will learn alot!!!

N its really time for a resolution...

顺其自然，并非放弃，只是给我多点时间看清自己。。。

found a new way of life

2006-10-01T18:59:00.000+08:00

yoyo!!! really been a long time since i last blog... wat to do... its a boring life as a fyp n final yr student, nothing much to blog.

but i do found some similarities with all final yr fyp students... we r all bored, busy, "sick", missing the past fun times n trying to get over n done with on final yr. at the same time, we r afraid we will miss hall after we graduate next yr... hahhahahhahha!! On hand i have ppl who felt the same as me like, hanna aka xiao meimei, longteng, william, jiahong, etc....

last nite, i was talking to rongrong n we both agreed tt we missed the choir when william king was conducting. It was so much fun n entertaining n less stressful... N probably cos then, there r more fun ppl to b with like rr, yy, jk, alan, bing, sf, etc...

As much as i would like to join choir, i think this yr i'm not joining choir anymore... y should i try to join in the choir when i'm not enjoying myself in it. passions r passions but if i'm not able to feel as a group with the choir, its difficult for me to go on n sing n probably cos i'm slow in catching note n memorising it. N i dun think they need me too...

life in hall have sort of stopped for me... i only joined in Xing N' Strum only n..... i got a feeling the group is getting worst n worst... i dun expect it to have any improvement or anything special.

i really feel sad for cultural groups in Hall 11 to b getting worst... is it due to poor leadership or just tt our talents r all gone?? Or probably, is it just me?? i have high expectations for the culturals groups but they have yet to meet my expectations??

since new generations r coming up, i think its best to leave it to them then... putting my nose into such things, i will only invite bad mouthing saying me busybody...

Probably my passions for cultural performances should no longer b in Hall 11 anymore...

just something to add on... watever i do in Hall 11, i did my best to put up a gd show including FOC, cultural performances... If ppl felt tt its not well done, i could only say i have done my best...

sad abt alot of things in Hall 11 (except that canteen has gd food now but X)

sad
SP

learning to settle down as a final yr Uni student

2006-08-27T18:55:00.000+08:00

i guess its time really to settle down n study liao... lots of work to b done especially my freaking headache FYP...

decide to start studying now by planning time to go to NIE canteen to study like i used to during the exam period... treat it like a exam n so i will start early n not slack. i have been watching too much "Lost", just finished season 1 n now starting on season 2 already... its damn nice leh!! but heard from fren saying "prison break" is nice too... hmm... should i watch?? hahhahha........

oh... i wanna go n catch the musical play "Forbidden City"!! its this Sept leh... wonder who wish to go??

trying hard to settle down

2006-08-15T02:15:00.000+08:00

sch starts liao lor... now 2nd week into sem!! by rite i should b damn busy doing all my tuts, fyp, studies... but y am i here slacking... skip lect n some tutorials??

kanna stress on many sides manz!! din know my fyp phd student is a great guy as i heard from my prof tt he is the best researcher student around n with published journal as well!! WOW!! stress me up manz!! din wan to disappoint him n cos his degree... i want an A for my fyp as well leh...

tut wise... alot to catch up... n to read up on past modules!! all forgotten!!

got to stop playing dota as well!! this is damn hard!! every nite got ppl jio leh... alamak!!

hate final yr, hate studying, hate myself!!

Officially off duty

2006-08-06T10:17:00.000+08:00

Finally FOC is over...

This Foc is totally a disheartener experience!!! The hall seniors r not supporting at all, main comm not helpful at all in helping out with the programs side, JCRC is the worst i have seen so far!!

All of them just sit n watch the show goes on... as if the show is only run by shaopong n his programmers, n if it sucks, then its his n his programmers faults... WTF!!

i have tried so hard to create the mood n games for FOC but none is supportive of anything n how do u expect me single-handedly get the results alone???

But i do have to say i still have some frens out there supporting FOC... ppl like Sheena, zhehoung, qingxiang, brandon who r so willing to help when i ask them to. Thanx!
n of course not forgetting i got a superly good comm of Programmers this year!! although we r smaller in size than past comm, i can tell u all we r the best programmers so far through out the past years!! namely... haojie, yongren, zhiwei, songqin, welly, amanda, peixin, denise, christina, yihui, sifeng, mohkuan, kinlin n david. (can count jolynn out, she is just a vase to me)

Thanx to jiahong n longteng too! they r always supportive n understanding towards the programmers!!

I'm not gg to care abt the next FOC... n my programmers n I r not gg to keep the rest of the stores!! If no one cares abt FOC, Y should we the programmers care abt the next FOC n keep the stores for them???

Fucking Pissed
SP

FYP

2006-07-22T16:43:00.000+08:00

I met the PHD student regarding my FYP

i really dun like his face!! shitty face n giving all the craps!! he was saying something like the department has always been giving gd results all these years n telling me that i can bo chap the FYP n get D for it or i got to put in lots of time n effort to get gd results!!

then he ask me how much i have read on the book he recommend... then i told me just the first few pages n then he gave me such a face that as if i'm gg to slack n bo chap the FYP! then i was gg to explain to him that its cos i got commitment in hall FOC camp n so that y not able to read up but b4 i can finish my sentence, he cut me by saying,"I dun care when u r gg to read up or do the project but i hope next time when we meet, we will have something to discuss on."

Fucking assholes!! KNNBCCB!!

in the morning when i go to NTU, i almost got into an accident at a speed of 120km/hrs n gotten scolded by a Guard asshole on the BKE... then now having this shit with a person i'm gg to work with for the next 1yr!! WTF!! (ok i'm not gg to show him my temper now, cos i need the asshole for my FYP)

Back from Bangkok

2006-07-19T12:18:00.000+08:00

Wow cow!! wat an experience in BKK... first day went there, we r like big "carrot head" liao... kanna toik 8000 B for a dinner... TIGER PRAWNS!! so expensive!!!

N somemore its not tt nice too...

the vehicles there damn scary wah... they any how drive wah!! 1 way lane can become 2 way leh!! hahha... u go there drive 3 days, u come back s'pore confirm kanna book by TP!!

u got to bargain the price there leh... a 1200 B shoes can cut to 500 B... some of the things there are cheaper than s'pore lah. but we support piracy... hahaha!!

funniest joke of all... we (7 of us) were playing this card game n we came to a topics section where we all got to talk out a topics given by a person. then my fren gave a topic--- types of sex.
hence we go round the 7 of us... oral, 69, doggie... then it came to my this funny fren (i think he is drunk) he shouted out,"ELEPHANT"!!

wat the hell is "ELEPHANT" sex??? we all laughed out our head xia!!!

i also found something interesting... when u watched movie, they will show a short video of the Thai King n we all got to stand to pay respect.

One more thing!! i think Thai Air stewardess are more CHIO then Singapore ones!! hahha!! confirm!!

i really spent till the very last cent manz... hahha!! Shiok!

SP

The turning point

2006-07-13T15:10:00.000+08:00

Darkness is never too dark to walk n the sun will forever be shinning brightly...

Time move along n it waits for none...

feelings r stirred n heart beat stopped...

nothing was changed except that time has taken place...

If time could roll back...

please show me the path to where your heart belongs...

Nite cycling!!!

2006-07-09T20:49:00.000+08:00

Last nite i went Nite cycling with william n longteng!! Its organised by NUS eng ppl who is longteng's fren lah. He is there to help out lah n we tag along too. So happening to go nite cycling!! but the group of ppl we dun noe wah leh... it will b fun if all r friends i know cos we will be able to talk craps more!!

i cannot live a day without talking craps xia!! tt y i'm missing hall life where i can craps all i want to my "zhu peng gou you"...

i get to explore lots of areas i seldom been there b4 n its really an eye opener for me!! at some pt of times, got to help longteng's friend to lookout for the safety of the freshies. but most of the time, we are OTOT (Own Time Own Target) wah. eaten porriage at Chinatown, Fullerton Hotel there, past suntec, kallang indoor n outdoor stadium n finally east coast park which i really really have not been there for a long long time... used to be my fav place...

i was really tired out with gg to close eyes n painful buttocks... n so i share a cab with william back home. believe it or not, after i bath i only slept from 9am to 1.30pm only... cannot really sleep in the noon time...

now a bit sleepy but i'm gg out soon to watch world cup finals at Clarke Quay there!! hehhee... i go bath liao...

SP

New interface

2006-07-05T11:45:00.000+08:00

Hi all... finally got time to redo up my Blog again... so hows the out-look of it?? hahha...... change the pic i use n also the layout of it

last sat just settled the Mock camp for freshman orientation camp n then this week got to look into all the feedbacks n to make ammendments to the games played especially the bras n panties games!! hahha... hows it played?? a guy got to put on the bra n panties n gal got to put on red underwear with superman outfit n both got to slide down the slope together!! hahha... FUN!! i feel so .. but they all disagree cos they say no objective... then i got to rethink to make it MORE "meaningful"??

this week got to discuss a lot with my programmers on the actual programs cos the camp is like 3-4 weeks away... a bit stress but luckily i got haojie n yongren who is very helpful! the rest ALL MIA!!

that day i feel bad... i jio Ah Min out for dinner (disclaimer: She is just my best buddy!! nothing more) cos long time din meet her liao. then her bf ask her go out with who n she said a guy. then he called n ah min din hear it n he got angry n quarrel with her.

WTH!! i hate this kind of guys!! we Best buddy only lah... now i dun dare ask her out alone liao lah... guys got to learn to be more understanding nowadays... hai... but which guys will ever agree to let his gf went out with another guy?? its ok, i can understand his situation... not angry, but just pissed!!

NTU SMU

2006-05-28T16:56:00.000+08:00

yoyo... its now 2 weeks 5 days to end of my long lasting IA!! these few weeks have been a very happening weeks with the incoming SMU students to my company. talk lots of crappy stuffs n then on sat 27/5 we had a NTU SMU gathering at orchard party world n then had dinner at Newton foodcentre n went to clarke quay to chill out!! wow cow... i started playing FOC crappy games with them all!! so funny!!
IA is not really that bad cos at least i get to know some nice friends here!!

i'm planning on the FOC n at the same time, i'm scare of FYP... not sure if i can handle it... hai...

handed in IA Final Report

2006-05-13T14:51:00.000+08:00

yup!! it just 5 weeks away from ending IA... n i'm looking forward to it!! working is no fun.. everyday got to wake up so early n i dun like the work leh... next time i think i will want to get a business job n dun wan to touch any engineering jobs at all.

Fri noon i went to sentosa to meet LT, William they all... then i met RR on the way there!! i was really happy!!!!!!!!!!!!! so long never see longlong liao.... n she is working now. so poor thing. but i thing i can confirm... longlong is very "pian xin" she only wear nice nice to meet handsome guy (Andy) only!!
AngRY!!

i went to KM8 again... the atmosphere is really gd!! i like it so much... n i get a drink "Seabreeze"... Woah!!

Exciting

2006-04-23T22:20:00.000+08:00

woah!! woah!! its now 8 weeks left to end of IA!! heehee...

another best thing is, tmr 24th April Mon, SMU gals r coming to my company woah!! hahha... best best!! my workplace r all guys... so boring... my bosses n sups all look forward to it too!!

all r "she" bei bei.... hahahha....

The night is still young

2006-04-12T01:06:00.000+08:00

all the while i have been too used to sleeping late especially in hall where i used to sleep like 3 or 4 am like tt wah... then now during IA i also cannot sleep too early... its like waste of life to sleep so early...

now at home i also dun feel like sleeping too early... n i got this habit of switching off all lights in the living room n lay on the sofa n listen to FM.933 till abt 2am then i go back room to sleep. sometimes i may fell asleep in the living rm n woke up at abt 3am n went back to my room...

at home also lesser crappy things to talk abt cos not like in hall where there r lots of 'niao ren' around to talk crap... i still like hall life better!! more fun n more freedom to move around... heehee... how am i gg to survive after graduate from NTU??? no hall...

bored bored bored... cos its exams period

2006-04-09T14:51:00.000+08:00

hai.....
nowadays its like so bored... everyday from mon to fri, i'm just waiting for work to b over n to knock off go home n play dota. seldom go back hall liao cos its exams period n if i go back, no one is free too. they got to study... n i got nothing to do. tt khaichian forever not around wah... then william wee busy lah!! hahaha!! he got new "toy" to play with!! (whisper:: "toy" = weiling) then i also rent out my room to Rudy liao n so if i go back also no room to sleep over liao... (Sleep corridor???)

but there is 1 thing i'm very happy!! 10weeks more to end of IA!! its ending soon... which means i got to start rushing out my proj n try to finish up 'amap' (as much as possible). hope i can pass my IA cos it seemed to me tt my proj like nothing to show leh... its to research on a microsoft product n see if its useful to the company. quite sian to me cos its boring... but other projs are more sian cos its all programming (can kill me)

IA at work

2006-04-06T01:03:00.000+08:00

hahahah....... this is exams period but i'm not studying!! y?? cos i on IA, no need study!!
heehee... but at IA i also got to do work leh n its something i dun really know tt well. software n configuration stuffs!! i'm halfway through liao so coming near to the end of IA. hence i got to speed up my work to finish my proj.
everyday at work, i got this fren Jeremy beside me and both of us can say lots of 'bo liao' things the whole while doing our work. [hahah... we do work while we talk k!! we din slack k...]
when u r at work, u will start to look forward to having lunch n after which, u will just hope tt the day will end fast n knock off, go home eat n watch tv n play DOTA!!
at work is so sian cos all r guys!! then news came to us tt during the late April, SMU gals r coming to join us!! Woah!! looking forward man!! i heard SMU gals chio leh!! hahhaha... this is normal mah... dun say i 'She bei bei'...

yippy!!! first own created blog!!!

2006-04-03T00:52:00.000+08:00

whoray!!!! i just done up my own first blog!!!!!! wow cow... i do it over the sat then i found this idiot bug and tt is that the code i created cannot b view on IE n therefore i debug it the whole sat nite!!! damn slack man...........

then today, sunday, morning i carry on editing again. then i ask my fren for help n he do not know wat to do too... so sad... hence i got to recreate my blog!!!

very surprisingly... it work!!! wow cow!! i was overjoy man.... i feel like to cry, like complete a marathon like tt~~~~~ the joy of completing the whole programming..........

all this is thanx to rr!!! if she din show me her nice blog, then i dun think i will even create one of my own.... heehee.... although her blog is nice hor, but hor ......... **&^%$%^&*........ (hidden code)

promise rr cannot say liao... if not i will die under her BBP (Big Bear Palm)...